I thought I was doing really well this week, but then I went to a counseling session with the infertility counselor I've been seeing off and on for a few months. She's great, but somehow I came out of that session sad again and tired. I thought I'd been doing so well this week. But I got discussing with her my ridiculous bout of procrastination over this consulting project I'm supposed to be working on - not being able to figure out what's keeping me from just getting it done. Last week (and the week before) I used the excuse of being in the 2ww, on the evil progesterone and unable to focus. There's really no excuse this week. The progesterone fog cleared, as usual, about 36 hours after the last of it, and I've been sleeping through the night (mostly) this week for the first time in weeks!
But my counselor's suggestion was that maybe I'm not over the BFN last Friday. Gah!! When will it go away!?!?
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ReplyDeleteSorry to hear the meeting with your counselor didn't end on a positive note. I hope your next session leaves you feeling better!
Here from LFCA. The thing about counseling is that we are forced to face our emotions. That isn't always the easiest but hopefully if you get out your true emotions, you can move to a better place.
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